July 28, 2008

sad love story 2

A Sad Love Story telling us not to be afraid of expressing our Feelings abd try to understand others feeling and their problems.

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend
Until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that
trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of
lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other friends . To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...

"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't"
"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No... I am going to meet a friend...

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before. To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all. He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days... Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...

Then one day...

Me: Um, Jin, I ...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ......you....um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many...
Then one day came, my 19th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call I was disconned all my friends call just waiting for his call... But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin...
Jin: Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted... "Wait..."
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb... and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily... How could he.... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street... with another girl who was handing him a doll... He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell... Why did he gave these to me... Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that... it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual...
Me: I don't need it. Jin: What....why...
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he became a deaf and dumb person and ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then...

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted... But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!" That sound, so terrifying.
That's how he went away from me. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him... And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love...

"One...two... three..." That was how... I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..." It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...

"I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls, shocked.

"I....lo..ve...you??" I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

"I love you~ I love you~" It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop. I...love you... Why didn't I realize that....That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he love me this much... I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much.

"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...

For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life....

This Story telling us not to be afraid of expressing our Feelings to someone who is our life and

Try to understand others feeling and their problems before getting fire upon them with anger remember to break a heart a word is enough but to join it whole life is not enough.................................

Treat every relationship ( even its our blood relation.. MOM... Dad...Brother... Sister..)as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give.

Treat every moment as if it's the last day, then you'll know how to Treasure.

Treasure what you have right now, or else you may regret one day...

                            

July 13, 2008

Sad Love Story 1

Love Story of the Century
Only love can win battles. Fighting drives people apart, but sometimes it can bring people together as well. However, so often we fail to see this and quarrels and anxieties just seem to bring people further and further apart.
It's a cold February night. People are bustling through the streets, either pulling up their coat collars or wrapping scarves around their necks, trying to stay warm.
It's so cold today.I'm standing at my window, looking at the people moving like little dots. Standing in a heated room, I'm beginning to pity those people. Why don't they go home? Do they plan on wandering until morning?

"Almost time to go home! My boyfriend must be going crazy." One of the nurses breathe a sign of relief. "Still needs to work overtime on Valentine's Day. It's so unfair!"

"You are fortunate." Another nurse says. "Some people don't have anyone waiting for them."

"You mean Dr. Shu?"
Like Sherlock Holmes, my ears perk up when I hear my name.
"Do you remember how she lost control on this day last year?"
"Of course I do." A nurse shudders. "I've never seen Dr. Shu like that. Crying and yelling, like she was crazy."
They are talking about how I was last year. They are correct. I was out of control, like they said.
"You can't blame Dr. Shu. If my boyfriend died in front of my eyes, I would probably go crazy as well."
"Keep it down. She hasn't left work yet. She might hear you."
The two nurses are too late. I heard the entire conversation through the canvas wall.
"Dr. Shu, what are you doing standing here?"

Just as I was deciding whether or not to reveal myself, another nurse exposed me. I awkwardly step out. The 2 nurses who discussed me start to blush. Their faces became redder than the bow on Valentine's Day chocolates.

"I'm waiting to go home." I pretend that I didn't hear anything.
"Dr. Shu, you must have gotten too involved in your work. It's already past time to go home. See you tomorrow. Happy Valentine's Day!" She waves goodbye.

"Happy Valentine's Day." I wave back and watch the 2 nurses hurry away.

That's fine. I was ready to go home anyway. Even though no lover is waiting
for me, at least there's a lazy cat waiting for me to feed.

After I come home, the first thing I do is feed the cat. I forgot when I first had the cat. Probably since last year's Valentine's Day. At that time, I was like an abandoned cat, with eyes filled with despair. Cats don't cry, I do. That's the only difference.

"Better drink all the milk or I'll skin you." I threatened the cat. Her name is Christine, my least favorite English name. I don't know why I named the cat Christine. Christine meowed once to let me know she heard me, but her eyes are complaining about my severity. Her eyes remind me of someone I used to know, standing in front of me with eyes of rebellions.

An year ago today, I had lunch with my boyfriend and took the opportunity to complain to him.

"Today is Valentine's Day. Why didn't you give me any flowers?"

He raised his eyebrow. "Why should I give you flowers? You are not my anyone."

"Then... you should at least give me a card!" I pouted my lips, hurt by his tone.

"I know, I know. After lunch, I'll send you an e-card."

E-card. That sounds so impersonal, but that's the way he is. "You have to e-mail it to me. I'll be waiting." I excitedly smiled and planned to sneak home after lunch to check e-mail. Even though he wouldn't use any romantic words, I still looked forward to the card.

"I can't stand you women. Why do you make such a big deal out of Valentine's Day??" He grumbled while eating his food. His comment induced me to fight with him again.

"You are not romantic at all!! Don't you watch any Japanese drama?"

"Japanese drama? I only watch Discovery Channel."

"Your life is so boring." I made a face at him. "One recent drama was really good. You should have watched it."

"What's that drama called?" He didn't believe in the love portrayed in TV and movies. He always thought they were lies.

"It's called 'Story of A Century'." I gladly answered.

"What kind of trashy plot did it have?"

"What do you mean trash?? Show some respect!" I was so angry. "That drama was very touching, and the theme song was beautiful as well. It's called 'Only Love', performed by Nana Mouskouri." I wonder if he knew who Nana was.

"Nana, I know her. A Greek singer with really expensive albums."

"Her voice is worth it." Even though I secretly agreed with him, I couldn't bring myself to admit it.

"Whatever." He glanced at his watch. "I'll give you 5 minutes to tell me the plot. After that, I'm leaving."

I tried hard to explain 6 hours worth of story in just 5 minutes. The drama portrayed the love stories of 3 generations of women spanning 100 years, from 1901 to 2000. Each generation was portrayed by the same actress. The story was tear-jerking.

"What's so touching about it?" He asked, after listening to the story.

"Don't you think each generation's story is wonderful? If I have such great screen writing ability, I wouldn't be a doctor anymore. I would become a screenwriter."

"If you become a screenwriter, I bet no one would watch the show. The TV station can go out of business." He quickly interjected.

"I'm going back to work. Hurry and send me the card!" I was so mad that I went home immediately, not even finishing my coffee.

As soon as I walked in my door, I turned on my computer and go online.

Staring at the empty in-box, I began to reminisce about how we met. Maybe no one will believe me, but my boyfriend and I were actually neighbors. Our homes were only 1 wall away. Ever since we were kids, we liked to fight with each other all day long. I still remember when I moved to the country that year. Used to the city life, I couldn't get used to the simple life in the country. After school, I would just go home and do nothing. Whenever that happened, he would always come over to tease me.

"Why are you staring off into space??" He loved to pull on my hair. "You're so ugly when you're doing nothing. But you're also not pretty when you smile." In other words, I'm really ugly.

"You're the one who's ugly!" I pull back my hair. "If you think I'm so ugly, why do you visit me??"

"Can't help it. My home is right next to your home." He argued.

"Then I'll move!" The next day, I drew a line in the ground using some white chalk. A line that I forbid him to cross.

That year, we were both in the 5th grade. We couldn't stand each other and hoped the other would move away. But 5 years passed, and neither of us moved. Not only that, we got into the same high school and into the same class.

"You're that infamous couple." All the students and teachers in the school would say whenever they saw us.

"We're not!" I always tried to explain. "We're only neighbors." At that time, I hated my parents for making us live next to him.
"My standard is not that low." He would say. "Who wants her to be a girlfriend?? It's not like I don't have eyes."

"Yes, I know your eyes are on top of your head." I really disliked him. "Better than having eyes on the bottom of my head like you." He implied that I couldn't judge guys. At that time, I had a crush on a senior.

I didn't think that his sarcasm had a hidden meaning. After a while, I found out that the senior student had lots of girlfriends. When I cried about it, he silently passed me a handkerchief and awkwardly held me in his arms.

"I told you he wasn't any good." He roughly comforted me. I cried in his arms the whole night, and began to see him in a different way. Things began to change between us. We still fought all the time, but he started to look at me differently. And I blushed and my heart beat faster when he was near. We both knew: we fell in love with each other.

Even with this knowledge, neither of us said anything. Even though we would
not be able to resist and kissed each other constantly. Even though we cared about each other's every moves. Both of us refused to admit our love.

Time flew by quickly, and it was time to face separation. I chose to study medicine, and he chose physics. Yet we still couldn't separate from each other. Our parents worried that we didn't know anyone in Taipei, so they forced us to live in the same apartment building. Once again, we became neighbors. We still fought, but sometimes we fought into the bedroom. Alright, we became lovers, but we still wouldn't say we loved each other. We didn't even spend Valentine's Day together until he saw me share dinner with a man one Valentine's Day. That night, he waited for me in front of my door and said that he would take me out to dinner on Valentine's Day from then on. I have to say that he was very arrogant. But I nodded and accepted his request. Since then, we spent every Valentine's Day together. After graduation, I became an intern. He started a small computer company with some friends and became a programmer. We were busy with our own lives and had no time for a relationship. Three years later, I became a doctor, and his business began to boom. We separately moved to bigger
apartments and stopped being neighbors. On the surface, we left each other. In reality, we were still together. We spent every Valentine's Day together but each year became more dreary than the next because he never told me he loved me even with all my hints.

Facing the empty in-box, I suddenly grew very angry. He wouldn't say it and wouldn't send me a card. What did he mean? Who did he think I was? I called his cell phone.

"Hello." He picked up the phone.

"I didn't receive the card." I immediately showed my displeasure.

"You didn't receive it?" He seemed really busy. "But I sent it."

He was really busy but I didn't care. "I didn't receive it. Send it again."

"Okay, I'll send you 100 times. Is that good enough??" He said with impatience. His tone further infuriated me. Is that how lovers speak to each other?

"Don't bother sending it to me. And you don't have to pick me up tonight.

I'll eat dinner by myself."

"Don't be childish, ok? I'm really busy."

"I AM childish!" I hung up the phone and tears rolled down my cheeks.

Childish?? Why didn't he consider the situation? We've gone out for so many years and spent countless Valentine's Day together. I never received any flowers nor cards from him. Now, I just want a little e-card. Is that too much to ask for??

I unplugged the phone from the wall and turned off my cell phone. I didn't want to hear his explanations. After I returned to the hospital, I instructed the receptionist not to forward me any phone calls. I wanted to concentrate on work.

Because there were so many emergencies today, I was sweating 1 hour later and forgot about our argument.

"Dr. Shu, please take a look at that patient."

As I was collecting my equipment, the shrill sound of an ambulance sounded outside the ER. When I stepped out the door, the emergency medics hurriedly wheeled in a gurney.

"What happened to him?" I asked the 1st medic. Everyone else were trying to help put the patient on the gurney. He was covered with blood.

"Car accident." The medic replied. "Very serious. He may die."

I nodded and ran to the operating room with them. When I arrived, the nurses told me that the man had already stopped breathing and also his heartbeat also stopped

"Prepare for shock." I calmly instructed the nurses. Saving people is our duty. We can't lose our calm.

But when I saw who laid on the operating table, I lost my calm. That person was my boyfriend!

"No..." I stood in shock. "NO!!!" I grabbed the paddles and continuously shocked his body. His body bounced up and down from the shocks. The scared nurses went to find another doctor, to tell him that I was crazy.

I didn't know if I was crazy or not. I just wanted to save my lover. Even though we fought all the time. Even though he never showed me his love. I still wanted to save him. He still owed me a card. He couldn't die! I threw away the paddles and began to press on his heart. I pressed with all my strength, hoping it would revive him, but he didn't wake up. He didn't even say "It hurts". He just laid there with his eyes closed, punishing me with his silence.

Dr. Jian angrily pushed me away. By that time, I couldn't see clearly anymore. I cried. I wailed. I bowled until no sounds could come out of my mouth.

"It's too late, Dr. Shu. He's already dead. I'm sorry." Dr. Jian patted me on the shoulder. They knew each other and ate together once. I introduced them.

"He can't die." I shook my head. "He can't die!!" I struggled to run to him.

"Dr. Shu, control yourself!" Dr. Jian slapped me. "I understand what you're going through, but you're a doctor."

Yes, I'm a doctor, but I'm also a regular person. How can Dr. Jian understand how I feel? I've loved him for so many years that it's become a habit. How can I just throw away a habit? Besides, he still owed me a card. "I want him to live! I want him to live!" I ran to him again and tried to knock the life back into his body.

"Take her away!" That day, I lost my control and my professionalism.

And that day happened to be Valentine's Day.

Afterwards, I asked his co-workers why he left work early that day.

They told me that after I hung up the phone, he tried to call me several times but couldn't reach me. Worried, he drove to the hospital to find me and got hit by a large truck on the way.

When I heard this, I froze. My tantrum killed him. Just because of an unmailed card, he died. After that, I lost my privilege to be childish.

Like an abandoned cat, I couldn't even cry anymore. After his death, I couldn't cry anymore, regardless of how touching the plot or how tear-jerking the dialogue. They didn't affect me anymore.

Now, I'm only left with a cat and a seldomly used computer. Stepping over the cat, I turned on the computer. Even though I know no one will send me a mail, I still hoped that someone will remember me on this day.

Meow, meow. I looked at Christine to see what's wrong. She finished her milk. I went into the kitchen to get her more milk then came back to look at the computer screen.

I have.... 100 emails! Who would be bored enough to send me 100 junk mail?

I was just about to delete them all when I received another mail, and this one said: "Because of system error, we could not send these until today.

We apologize for the delay." The sender was my ISP.

I looked at the 1st mail. It showed the send date is last year's Valentine's Day. My heart began to beat fast. Could he have sent these?

With a trembling hand, I opened the mail. The first thing that popped up was a gorgeous red rose set against green leaves. Then a beautiful melody began to play.... "Only Love". I couldn't believe it. The rose was so beautiful and the music was so dreamy. I almost thought I was in a fantasy. Most touching of all were the words underneath the rose, because the words read like a beautiful poem.

"Hwei."

That's my name.

"Knowing you so many years, I've never sent you any flowers. Today I send you a rose."

I received it and it's so beautiful.

"You know we are always fighting. We can never really open our hearts and tell each other how we feel."

Yes, but it's all your fault for being so distant.

"I know I always make you mad by the things I say."

Good that you're admitting it.

"But today I want to say to you: I'm sorry, and I love you."

I waited so many years for those words.

"And I want to tell you a good news. I finally saved enough money."

You already have enough money. Why did you need so much?

"So Hwei, let's get married!! I was afraid to propose to you, because I didn't trust in my ability to give you the good life you deserve. But now I've saved enough money so we don't have to wait anymore."

Who wanted you to wait? I'm already yours.
"Today, I use this card to propose to you. Will you marry me, Hwei? Will you?"

That's the content of the whole card. Like a fool, I kept reading his words and talking to him. It's like I can hear his voice and see him again.

As if it's back to 1 year ago with us constantly fighting.

The song played over and over. Repeating Nana's heartbreaking voice.

Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last. You were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung. and I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for,
and how you gave that love to me...."

The lyrics of this song fits our love so closely. When he was alive, my world was so young. Every day, I could find a something different to fight with him about. But after he left, my life is only left with memories and coldness that will never go away.

"Will you marry me?"

When I read these words, my tears unconsciously came, wetting the keyboard.

Will I? If he's in front of me, I will definitely kick him and call him a big fool. If I wasn't willing, I wouldn't have waited until today.

So I moved the cursor over the "Reply" box, and typed the response that I've already prepared for so many years - "I will."

I will - be by his side for the rest of my life. I will - fight with him forever. That is how I answered him, but the only response I got was the repeating song "Only Love."

Nevertheless, I opened every single letter, accepted every singled rose, and typed the same response: "I will."

I replied 100 times, and "Only Love" played 100 times. In this cold Valentine's night, the line that's been broken for 1 year finally got reconnected.

I answered you. What about you?

-by a person from the net

November 09, 2007

LUHA

Pwede bang pigilan o pahintuin ang luha?

Una sa lahat bakit nga ba lumuluha....

Maaring may naalalang malungkot na pangyayari...

oh di kaya tears of joy...

at ang pinakamadalas na dahilan ng pagluha ay kung may sakit na nararamdaman....

Sa tatlong ito ang pinakamadaling pigilan ang luha ay ang pangalawa

at ang pinakamahirap ay ang pangatlo...

Ipalagay nating ang pangatlo ang sosolusyunan natin...

Kung simpleng pagpunas lang ng luha na gamit ang panyo o tissue, baka maubos lang ang tissue o mapuno ng sipon ang panyo...

Kapag may taong handang ipahiram ang balikat eh mas mababawasan ba ang pagluha....???

Malabong mangyari un... baka punong puno na ng uhog ang tshirt ng kaibigan mo eh di pa rin napapawi ang luha at sakit na nararamdaman mo...

Makukuha kaya sa mga pampatak ng mata ang luha, tulad na lang ng “eyemo”...

Hindi rin…baka mawala lang ang pula sa mata pero si luha nanjan pa rin alive na alive..

Ang makabagong teknolohiya, kaya kaya nito pigilan ang luha?

May instrument na bang nalikha na makakapagpatigil ng luha?

Wala… wala… at wala pa rin ang sagot….

Eh paano na…

Ay luha… bakit nga ba kasi may sobrang tubig sa mata eh…

May butas ba ang mata kaya di mapigilan ang luha? Hindi kasi natin alam kung nasan ang butas na dapat silidan kaya tuloy pa rin ito sa pag-agos...

Kung takpan ang mata, bulag naman ang kahihinatnan…pero tuloy pa rin si luha sa kanyang pag-agos…

Bawasan na lang kaya si luha, kasi hirap tanggalin o pigilan eh…

Gamitan ng Syringe!?!… baka pwede yun… ang mga nurse o doktor ay nakakakuha ng dugo mula sa isang pasyente gamit ang syringe, eh mukhang mailap si luha at hindi papahuli sa doctor…paano kaya…

Treat it as a child… pagalitan si luha… baka umatras at mamaluktot….

Malabo din….matapang un.. walang sinasanto kapag naisipan nya…

Hay luha… gaano ka ba kadami at hirap mong mapigilan…

Pwede stop ka muna…. !!!!

November 02, 2007

MY HEART CRAMP......

A 7 yr old girl asked her dad...

"Y does my leg cramp and couldn't feel anything?"

Dad answered: " your leg becomes numb if you lay stil and dont move because blood doesnt circulate properly..."

When the girl turned 19, she fell inlove and experienced her first heartbreak....

One day, dad saw his daughter laying still while holding her chest...

Dad asked her: " what's wrong?"

The girl said: " i'm laying still while holding my breath... im trying to make my heart cramp so i could be numb and would be hurt no more" ='(

October 25, 2007

GamE of LoVe

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in the park one night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2
persons left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have anything to do for the following
weeks.

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both touched in a romantic film..

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and had a picnic..Daniel and Jasmine had their quality time
together..

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they rode on a Horror House..Jasmine was scared and she touched Daniel's hand but she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed..

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darlings, Please don't waste the time of your life... spend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes..

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled
something..

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident..

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game..

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just
go down the road.

Jasmine: Apple Juice, that's all.

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a
letter..

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket.

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

"Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and i am really
falling for you..
Your cherished.. smile you were everything when we played this game..Before this game would end...I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.... I love you Jasmine...."

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die..I love you..Remember that night when we saw
a meteor, I mumbled something..I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game.
Please don't leave me Daniel..I love you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12..

Daniel's heart stop pumping..

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........

Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late..You
will never know when they will be gone from your embrace..If you
were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones.. Today is the day..Love them while they are still here.

October 20, 2007

BirthDate Meanings

Is your birthday                                                      
    
day 1 of the month?                                                 
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in
something,
everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to
Be 
more patient and complete what you have started, you will be
successful in
life.                                                               
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about
the
person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a 
    
chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only
    
love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your       
      
________expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.      
      
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Is your birthday day 2 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This
might
happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself
from 
the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight
chance 
for self-control problem.                                           
      
Your Love                                                            
      
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with
your
unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.               
      
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Is your birthday day 3 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
Although you are innocent and romantic but your ________expression
often   
mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your
    
double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you.
You 
are careful and patient.                                             
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can
bring   
you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to
the   
track your parents disagree .                                       
      
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Is your birthday day 4 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But
you 
often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid.
People 
might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around.
You   
are cheerful and friendly.                                           
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others
    
with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often
comes   
unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.               
      
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Is your birthday day 5 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and
changes. 
Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme
confidence,
you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own
life,   
and you have got the gift in doing so.                               
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you
are 
in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only
      
makes your jealousy becomes worse.                                    
    
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Is your birthday day 6 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that
people 
find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise
others. 
Your imagination is extremely unique.                               
      
Your Love                                                            
      
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from         
      
friendship.Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity
      
bring happiness   to your couple.                                    
      
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Is your birthday day 7 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly   
    
expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you
are   
rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force
behind   
your extreme persistence.                                           
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship
often   
progress quickly.                                                   
      
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Is your birthday day 8 of the month?                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit
and 
imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you
started,   
which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.         
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky.
You 
fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. 
    
Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.             
    
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Is your birthday day 9 of the month?                                 
    
your Life                                                            
      
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't
know 
how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really 
  care
what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they
really   
get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex 
find
you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but
sometimes   
you are too fast to follow.                                          
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy
over 
and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the 
      
feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You
have   
luck with children. You Will be Happy Always with u r Love Marraige. 
    
and she                                                             
      
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Is your birthday day 10 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a
    
renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and   
  honor 
is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in
    
implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are 
  always 
well dressed.                                                       
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel
like
you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your   
    
relationship.                                                       
      
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Is your birthday day 11 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities
and   
some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and      
    
adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person.                  
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover
    
will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be
    
happy     to hand around the one you love.                           
    
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Is your birthday day 12 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and
do 
not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.      
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you   
    
strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the
other 
hand,  once you are together, you always want to do things your way,
which
is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.
    
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Is your birthday day 13 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not
    
your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the 
    
difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy
to be
around although you are sometimes too straightforward.               
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person.   
    
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are,   
    
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.                              
      
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Is your birthday day 14 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around
    
you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to   
    
be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but
    
above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is       
    
unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.      
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter
how   
hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen,   
      
there's no getting back.                                             
    
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Is your birthday day 15 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the 
    
outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self 
      
is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince 
      
someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. 
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long.
This
is why you hardly win a decent relationship.                         
    
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Is your birthday day 16 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your
      
heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word
      
people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by
nature,   
curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make      
      
your dream comes true.                                                
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you,
in   
age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship.       
      
Love at fist sight is not your style.                               
      
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Is your birthday day 17 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with
others'
life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal.         
      
You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own
way
that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may         
    
find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.             
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are
great. 
You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while         
    
you have to choose only one.                                          
    
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Is your birthday day 18 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually
you   
are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character 
    
only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one
would   
dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank      
    
character, some find you hard to be around.                         
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much
you   
like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love   
    
affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your
      
sincerity makes you very attractive.                                 
    
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Is your birthday day 19 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you
gain
respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel      
    
that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you
to   
the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. 
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love,
      
nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but,      
    
soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.   
      
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Is your birthday day 20 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you
make   
any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a
while.   
You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship
    
more than anything else.                                             
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You
never
demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person.         
  Your
sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings
deeply 
grown relationship.                                                 
      
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Is your birthday day 21 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much
that   
it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your      
      
disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of
yours.
Your Love                                                            
      
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like
    
while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally
under 
turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your
    
heart.                                                               
    
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Is your birthday day 22 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to
you 
for your capability and confidence although they find you            
      
quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and
    
charming individual.                                                 
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone.
Whom 
you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them             
betray 
you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.            
    
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Is your birthday day 23 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an   
    
independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are
ready 
to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your
    
friends count on.                                                   
      
Your Love                                                            
      
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in
forbidden   
love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one
can   
stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you
might   
not realize it.                                                      
      
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Is your birthday day 24 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are
      
gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you.      
      
You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to
speak
their heart out.                                                      
    
Your Love                                                            
      
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not
that   
you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple   
      
but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner
is   
usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and      
      
romantic.                                                            
      
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Is your birthday day 25 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal.
You   
always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will
      
eventually bring you success.                                       
      
Your Love                                                            
      
                                                                     
      
You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love
one
more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have   
    
potential to get married young.                                     
      
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Is your birthday day 26 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not
the 
way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby            
      
because excitement is what you are after.                           
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes
and   
goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be   
    
looking around for the next one.                                     
    
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Is your birthday                                                      
    
day 27 of the month?                                                 
    
Your Life                                                            
      
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks
even   
when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from       
    
being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner
    
self is a kind loving person.                                       
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your
date   
may be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable
extend. 
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Is your birthday day 28 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own
ability.   
This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. 
    
If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life.
Try   
to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. 
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in
your 
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out   
      
before seeing any progress in love.                                 
      
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Is your birthday day 29 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not
    
your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You
often   
feel tired of things and people around you.                         
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking
into   
his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause   
    
of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe
in   
is just your imagination.                                           
      
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Is your birthday day 30 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and
fun
to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being   
stubborn,
but over all, they love your qualities.                              
      
Your Love                                                            
      
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way
to   
treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding 
      
proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you
are   
certainly confident which might take ages.                           
    
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Is your birthday day 31 of the month?                               
      
Your Life                                                            
      
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy
in   
the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion      
      
and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.               
    
Your Love                                                            
      
You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you
      
decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making   
      
progress, even your partner.      

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